How I wish

How I wish by Javeria Nawed

by Javeria Nawed
Karachi, Pakistan

Wishing love & peaceWe’re often found facing ourselves with one of the most widely-understood-yet-immensely-haunting question: Have we, as humans, made the world rotten?

Look around yourself and you’ll be encircled by waves of shame. Dustbins are no more dustbins, to start with. They’re some ‘official witnesses” of the garbage humans create. Big yellow pits begging ‘use me’ are in fact an eyesore to many who prefer to leisurely consume and ignore. Ignore the responsibility of being a ‘human’.

And do we bother to replace the greens we’re so in a hurry to root off to feed our needs? The plants and trees which are a paradise for living organisms, what injustice are we doing to them? We’re dissolving the bird’s homes to build ours? Huh, what cruelty! The cars. We’re so fond of them. It hurts to walk a mile. After all, aren’t we the focus of the planet? Being the superior most creation? So it must be permissible to liberate tons of killing exhaust from our vehicles. Our comfort counts the most. Who would care about the atmospheric disgust while driving to their favourite eat-out?

If you dare to pretend that my bellowing horn couldn’t make you move an inch, be aware! I can jump off my cultus and tear you apart. Yes, sadly this is the ‘tolerance’ we supposedly- decent beings show. We’re always ready to cut and kill anyone who stands in our way. We’ve even lost the sense of conscience, a sense which distinguishes us from other creations. Isn’t it deplorable?

Moreover, I often see children ‘playing’ to their heart’s content in streets. That must be okay. What becomes unacceptable is when their ‘sport’ involves hitting and running innocent animals. Dogs and cats are stoned for fun, that’s what they call it. Now these little minds cannot be blamed for the choices they’re making. The fault is ours. The adults. How many of us actually stop and advice these youngs that animals are a living being? Honestly, this mind-your-own-business when the world’s decaying has already ruined us!

There’s also the issue of our love for new clothes and makeup and shaving blades. We have to look our best in our gatherings, meetings, parties, gyming, and what not. Do you know that the amount you spend in looking glamorous per month could pay off a poor child’s school fee? Or you knew but you preferred your sparkling hang outs? Probably the second one. Because that’s what we’ve become. Tears of our under privilege brothers and sisters is not ours to worry about. Blame the government for this unequal distribution of wealth. That’s a chicken way out: humans’ beloved excuse!

“We can never obtain peace in the outer world until we make peace with ourselves.” {Dalai Lama, a noble Buddhist}

This is what the humanity should strive for. This is what we’re born for. To cleanse ourselves of the injustice, to wash off our indignities, to pride in comforting others. Inner solace is the antidote we seek.

And having pointed out the everyday paradoxity,I wish I could possess the Elder Wand somehow. One flick and we would be transformed into a ‘human society’. A place for everyone to fit in, to love, to care, to worry, to cry.

Huh, how I wish.

He (God) is with me

Spiritualityby Zoha Khalid
Islamabad, Pakistan

Some people spend their whole life in finding God or the signs of God. However, there is no need to find him because he is with us every moment. He is everywhere but there is only a need to feel him and understand his presence. Everyone needs him but no one realizes this. If there were no god then imagine to whom we would pray.

I found him when the flower blooms
And he appears when the sky is dark
Like a light we rush to when we are scared
We feel it difficult bit it’s not hard

He made me sleep well when I am tired
He made me listen to him, when he gives the advice
He comes down to me whenever I bow to him
He answered me my call whenever I cried

I am an ordinary person but when it is about the connection with God then I feel myself the luckiest person.

The first time I found him was the time I first hold a pen in my hand to write. I feel like he came and sit with me and says, “go on write anything…”
I replied, “I can’t, I may not be that much good to write over things”. He said, “You have that strength and thoughts which you can use to write good things and teach people what they should do and what they should not. At that moment, my father came to me when he saw me wondering in my own thoughts he scolded me as if I was joking and pretending to be mad. However, that was not true.

Few days passed and I was still confused by that voice which came to me when I was writing. I was so curious about that. Then again, I hold my pen and write,

“Oh, you people living on the earth
Why you are alive? Have you ever thought?
Is it just that you come and go?
Without doing good or having good

You are the most precious being of God Almighty
Don’t end up your lives in anxiety
Just raise your hands and silently pray
He’ll shower his blessings all your way”

After I finished writing above verses, I came to realize that was the voice of God or maybe some angel who wants me to give the message to the world that no one in the world is inferior. Everyone has a special reason to be alive.

God wanted me to do good to people by telling them the good thing. And that day I realized that I had met the God and from onwards whenever I hold my pen to write anything I can feel his presence beside me , helping me what I should write and what should be my thinking.

Right now, I can feel him with me right now. Because without him I am not able to write a single word.

Blood (Poem)

Bloodby Zoha Khalid
Islamabad, Pakistan

False,
False dreams, false people, false world
Each hand is dirty with the blood

My utmost desire to again reveal
The wonders that die long ago
The treasures about thy, regale
Fluttered in mind, in heart grow
But the desires are never ending flood
Each hand is dirty with the blood

My corniest, attributes, prevails
The boat on sea, with wave it sails
Mysteries thy, told, stories thy tell
To make me determined, they always fails
No one is pure as a beautiful bud
Each hand is dirty with the blood

Growing in the massive, disastrous way
Even no time to settle and pray
Walk or run, but be the best
No one cares, they always say
After every thunder rain, I am covered with mud
Each hand is dirty with the blood

Show Watch: Vampire Diaries

Vampire Diaries - Eleyna Gilbert & Stefan Salvator

by Javaria Atiya Waheed

It’s no longer Edward Cullen. It’s Stefan Salvatore. It’s no longer Jacob Black. It’s Tyler Lockwood. It’s no longer Bella Swan. It’s Eleyna Gilbert. “Twilight” is a thing of the past, swept away by the new heart-throbbing “Vampire Diaries”. And there are quite a few things which make it so catchy. I remember watching the first season in just two days and based on a book, I didn’t expect it to be so sufficing. The story is not just a romantic love story: it is a thriller with all the edgy twists and turns required and we always know that there is a recurrent story line (Now I am not going to tell you what that is, otherwise what’s the fun?). Set in the beautiful Mystic Falls, each episode goes back to the same theme of love, betrayal and suspense and you will never find yourself at a loss of interest. But obviously, that’s the book. What is so special about the “show” itself?

The Vampire DiariesThe actors chosen are absolutely proficient at what they do. Three protagonists, out of whom two are somewhat the antagonists too; each has been explored to its fullest ability. The protagonist played by Nina Dobrev, isn’t just Eleyna Gilbert for us. She plays the role of the antagonist too: the evil vampire Katherine, her doppelganger. The expertise, with which she does it, is just astounding and shows us what a versatile actor she is. Whether it is her expressions or her line delivery, you will never feel that Dobrev is being too redundant. Whenever you will be getting too much of Eleyna, the director will skillfully get in Katherine to show Dobrev’s flexibility, never letting you get bored of her. Same goes for the rest of the protagonists.

When the first season opened, Damon Salvator for us was the malevolent vampire, one ready to harm his own brother and the love of his life. But as the season progresses, we are shown glimpses of his soft side; though every time the audience would be changing their opinion of Damon, he would do something wicked again. Something that would make you loathe him all the more. That’s how lithe an actor Ian Somerhalder is. When the second season opens, the Damon Salvator you knew in the first season is gone, making you long for each episode even more. Paul Wesley playing the role of Stefan Salvator is no less. He, very dexterously becomes the soft-hearted Eleyna-loving Stefan for us, and he very skillfully turns into the uncontrollable, blood-thirsty vampire too. However, the flexibility of the protagonist isn’t always enough, and this show doesn’t forget that. Whether it is Steven.R.McQueen playing the role of Eleyna’s younger brother Jeremy, whose role has shown a drastic change since the first season, or Katerina Graham playing the role of the best friend witch Bonnie, each actor makes the show all the more interesting and addictive and not superfluous at all. With the exception of a few, “Vampire Diaries” is serving as the big “break” for most of the actors, and they are clearly making full use of the opportunity given to them. However one other special feature of “Vampire Diaries” is its music. Each episode will feature a range of genres unlike shows like “Gossip Girl” or “Chuck” which focus entirely on hip-hop or indie respectively. Songs like “Only Happy when it Rains” will also be there and songs like “Come Home by One Republic feat Sara Bareilles” will also be recognized. New songs which are already on your lips are featured in each episode giving you a more familiar feeling. The pilot episode itself included songs such as “Dreaming out Loud (One Republic)” and “Now or Never (The Fray)”. Moreover, for music fanatics, the show has also brought to the limelight some marvelous singers never heard before. Jason Walker with his song “Down”, Joel and Luke with their song “Love’s to Blame” or Moby with her song “Temptation”, singers worth recognition are getting their part of fame through this show and the list is never-ending. Music adds on to the feel of what one is watching and “Vampire Diaries” never lets us down in this quarter. I would personally recommend all the songs as worth listening especially when the show’s music is being compared to that of “The O.C” and let us not forget what a hit those volumes were.

But like everything, there are a few criticisms attached as well. Where every show does need a continuous suspense and thrill, a little break is never too bad. Normally, it is Damon Salvator who gets the light-hearted touch every now and then, but never is there an episode which is free of all the tensions surrounding Mystic Falls: never is Mystic Falls a safe haven for the people living there and that just makes it a little too gloomy.

Despite everything, “Vampire Diaries” is a show worth watching: a show which will keep you on the edge of your seat for sure and make you thirst for a new episode each time one ends. The story will grip you till the very end and the actors and the music will make you fall in love with the show all the more. With twenty-two episodes concluding the first season, and eleven out from the second one, this show is constantly climbing up the charts. Let’s see if it reaches a lost end like the “Heroes” or a heroic one like “Lost”.

Only time will tell I guess.

Nature questioning mother earth (poem)

Mother Earthby Zoha Khalid
Islamabad, Pakistan

Mother earth; I’m dying
Seems like i’m flying
to the place where i have came from
I’m burning and I’m confused
and my wishes are just refused
of giving me back my home

They cut me, slaughter me, burn me
As much they could , they hurt me
They take me as a gift for someone
and i’m sorry to say , its everyone

Mother; what are the intentions of our neighbors
Or what they will do next
Is there any a useful way
for them the great , and for us the best

Musical Sequel: “Loud”-ly making its way up!

by Javaria Atiya Waheed

“So maybe I am a masochist,
I try to run, But I don’t want to ever leave
Til the walls are going up
In smoke with all our memories”

A few months back, the whole world accepted that Rihanna and Eminem were the unstoppable ones after the release of the incredible “Love the Way you Lie”. And it seems that they have chosen to prove us right yet again: they ARE relentless. The duo is back, and with nothing else but a sequel to their chart-topper “Love the Way you Lie”: a sequel which Rihanna described as a “challenge” to MTV. The fame they scraped out of “Love the Way you Lie” didn’t seem to quench their thirst and so they decided to come back: this time Rihanna feat Eminem rather than the other way around. Featured in Rihanna’s album “Loud”, “Love the Way you Lie Part 2”has already been released as a single and is topping the charts as expected. The story has enveloped the world in its blanket again and its viewing on Youtube is on a phenomenal rise.

Rihanna and Eminem - Love the way you lie

Everyone in the music world has questioned the mental acuity of Rihanna and Eminem: why would someone want to release a sequel to a song which is already showing no signs of leaving people’s mind? Rihanna herself agreed that she had some qualms regarding the follow-up but then Eminem came up with a “sick” verse and the duo decided to give us a song, which together with the 1st part, has given a perfect love story. Better than Taylor Swift’s maybe.

The story is the same. So are the characters. The only thing that is different is the perspective. Where the 1st part gave us the story of the violent relationship from Eminem’s standpoint, this time we get to hear Rihanna’s side of the story. Slower beats but greater aggressiveness, Love the Way you Lie Part 2, is the brutal sequel to a smashing beginning. This time Eminem just has one verse to sing, but the force with which he has executed it, is outstanding: it is more like we can see his face with those lines of fury, following the girlfriend like “a lost puppy”. Rihanna’s voice lets us feel the pain and the way both the singers have put themselves in the shoes of the characters has given us a story to never forget. Rihanna’s album “Loud” is bound to top the charts: with songs such as “Only Girl (in the world)” which has already been included in Gossip Girl’s latest episode, the album is sitting on an out-of-the-way pinnacle, ready to smash loudly on the charts.

The only question in everyone’s mind now is this: how good will the new video be? Will Megan Fox and Dominic Monaghan get us to the edge of our seats again, or will it be someone different? Time will tell, I guess. Until then,

”Just gonna stand there and watch me burn / that’s alright because I like the way it hurts/ just gonna stand there and hear me cry/ that’s alright because I love the way you lie/ I love the way you lie”.
Ciao.

My bench, street & walk (poem)

Love Bench

by Zoha Khalid
Islamabad, Pakistan

Thinking all the nice times, I had in my life
Tears drop away on my smile
I am not sad, but its bad
That all good time ends up so early
The bench on which we sat and chat
You come close to me and i stayed back
You desire to take me in your arms
And the pain you move away

Love heartsMy Bench, street and Walk
Want to forget that but i can’t
I wnt to ask you, how to..
Let it go

You placed your head in my lap
I am running my fingers through your hair
You saying to me, not to stop that
And i am watching you, how you close your eyes
Our street of love , we had alot
While walking you pull me to you
I kiss you
Darkness of that street just move away

My Bench , Street and Walk
I want to let that go but I can’t
I wanted to ask you, if you want to
Forget that too

And whenever that site, remind me My life
Remind me the one i have just lost
The tears don’t stop , coming out of my eyes
Maybe its because I loved him alot

My Bench, Street and Walk
I want to forget that, but i can’t
Want to find the way
Want to get away
From whatever i had

Want to be alone
Not to miss anyone
Sweetheart , but tell me the way
Or else i’ll be mad
I want to let all go

My Bench, Street and Walk

Put a ring on it (celebrity weddings)

by Javaria Atiya Waheed

It seems like 2010 is the “Year of Weddings”. Where stalker fans are not even done mourning the wedding of alluring Megan Fox, names are continuously being added to the list. Names which admirers had wished would never have the title “married” attached to them! For the happiness of some fans and the sadness of others, here are some celebrities who have “put a ring on it” since the beginning of 2010.

Megan Fox and Brian Austin Green marriage wedding1. Megan Fox and Brian Austin Green

Megan Fox has never lost the spotlight: whether it is for her sensational role in Transformers or her infant yet rising career, 24- year-old Fox is one of the most popular celebrities of her time. And not surprisingly, the list of her male fans is never-ending. So when photos of her wedding with Brain Austin Green became official…well, people were surprised.
Despite their rocky past, and the evolution from being a fiancé, to an ex-fiancé, to a fiancé again, Green has given Fox the typical fairytale wedding…a nuptial that every girl dreams of—a Hawaiian wedding at sunset. Yes, let the “awww(s)” flow in. Green 36, and Fox 24, tied the knot on 24 June, with the only guests being very close friends, and Green’s 8-year-old son. According to a very close source, the wedding was very “hush, hush” and only close friends were present and “sworn to secrecy”.

Well, Fox doesn’t stop here. Recent news reported that she is already considering the option of having a baby. The wedding was enough of a shock you know, she doesn’t have to do that now. Anyway, we wish the couple a very blissful married life….despite its unpopularity in Hollywood…

John Krasinksi Emily wedding marriage2. Emily Blunt and John Krasinski

Just like Megan fox, Emily Blunt, 27, has always been popular with the fans, either for her looks, her British accent or for her role in “The Devil wears Prada”. And the partner, John Krasinski, 30, the witty “Jim” from “The Office” has never lost the spotlight too. So when the two announced that they were engaged to be married, there was surprise, along with some delight.

And it seems like fairytale weddings are becoming the norm. Not as hush-hush as the Megan Fox wedding, the couple got married in the City of Love, Italy at Villa D’este on July 10th. Blunt wore a custom cream chiffon sweetheart draped Marchesa gown with embroidered detail. It was an outdoor ceremony with A-list guests like George Clooney and his girlfriend included on the list.

Good looks, amazing sense of humor and pleasant temperaments: these two have it all. The perfect couple as they are, wishes of harmony are with them for all times!

3. Carrie Underwood and Mike Fisher:

Remember the sweet, naïve American Idol winner, Carrie Underwood? Well, that was back in the days. She’s 27 now and has already tied the knot with hockey player, Mike Fisher, after one year of engagement. And guess when she did it? July 10, 2010, within hours of the Blunt-Krasinski wedding! Surrounded by pink, Underwood had a typical fairytale wedding at the Ritz Carlton, Greensboro, Georgia. Wearing a Monique Lhuiller gown, she changed quickly into a cocktail dress following the ceremony, saying she wanted to get her “boogie” on.

The guests numbered more than 250, including Idol judges Randy Jackson, Paula Abdul and Simon Cowell. Guest found their table assignments on hockey pucks and a four-course meal. “I felt like a princess”, she said. Well, we sincerely hope Fisher keeps you like one!!

4. Jared Padalecki and Genevieve Cortese:

Jared Padelecki is well-known for his role as “Sam Winchester” in the hit CW TV show, Supernatural, and remember the season where he almost fell in love with this irresistible evil demon, Ruby? Well, turns out that behind the scenes, Genevieve Cortese was way more irresistible for Padelecki.

Two months after confirming their engagement, the beautiful couple tied the knot on February 27 2010, in Cortese’s hometown Sun Valley, Idaho. Where Jared’s brother Jeffrey served as the best man, his co-star Jensen Ackles was one of the groomsmen! Family and friends attended the wedding and the couple was seen to be enjoying every bit of it.

Well, lovers of Sam, you need to back out now: the demons have won the war.

5. Jensen Ackles and Danneel Harris

And turns out that there was to be a second “Supernatural” wedding in three months! On May 15 2010, a little after the Padelecki-Cortese wedding, Jensen Ackles, the older brother “Dean Winchester”, tied the knot with his long-time girlfriend, Danneel Harris of One-Tree Hill fame. The two got married in a small, private ceremony, in Dallas, Texas. According to People’s magazine, “The bride walked down the aisle wearing a classic strapless white Monique Lhuiller gown from the Fall 2010 collection, while the groom was decked out in a traditional tuxedo”.

Dean Winchester’s character has been immensely popular ever since its inception and especially with the “Eye of The Tiger” cameo appearances that he does, there is no question on to why that’s so.
Seems like the Winchester brothers are done hunting, eh?

Weddings are in the vogue, isn’t it? And there is Hilary Duff and Jennifer Hudson in line, and God knows, by the end of 2010 how many would have lost their “single-ness”.

Well, gossip is always interesting and so are these weddings. When cases like those of Mel Gibson and his domestic violence come to light, we are left to ask: How long are these young couples going to last? Time will show, I guess. Until then, ciao.

No infidelity in love

Love Heartsby Zoha Khalid
Islamabad, Pakistan

Definition of love changes with the thinking perspectives of people, but the love does not. The concept of love varies from person to person but the feeling does not. What is love actually? Do we know what does it mean? As for me, love is me. I am the love and the person related to me is my love.

It is not an eternal feeling, it is just a feeling – the voice of heart. As there is no infidelity in God, so as in love there is no infidelity either. We love God as we all know that only he is ours, only he listens to us and only he provides us the happiness we want. Just think if we take someone equal to God, what will happen? We’ll be destroyed as erupted volcanoes, disturbed as a flood, and we’ll be falling down as a shooting star which has no destiny. As I have faith in God, I have faith in my love and I believe in that and as long as I believe in tha, l will not be down ever.

My love is with my father as well – I love him and I have a faith in him that as long as my father is with me, no one on earth can harm me. He is my pride. He is like a king to me. I am his princess and his love is like a castle to me. He is a sea and I am a mermaid who is nothing without a sea. My father is my love of life and he is everything to me and as long as I just rely on my father and do not confuse his status with anyone else, I will be successful in life. This is what love means to me.
My love is with my mother – I love her. She is like a blanket in the winter’s cold. She is like a shade of a tree to me, my paradise – for which I do not have to struggle to get it. It’s just mine. She is like a melody without which my song is incomplete. She is my world and she is the love of my life. And if I count some other person to her place in my life then it’ll be cruel to me and my mother.

My love is with my special one, who teaches me if I love someone else than him this way then he will never accept it. He says that I only belong to him and he belongs to me. He teaches me that as there is no infidelity in God, then its also not in love. These words whisper in my ears and I don’t feel alone as he claims his authority in me. I like the way he scolds me on my stupid deeds. True love does not mean that we start doing wrong things to get it. Your true lover never persuades you to do anything wrong for him even if doing the good things make you apart. He does not think for himself or for us, he just wants me to be happy. He does not want to set dreams in my heart for the future. He wants to fulfill my present dreams that I see. He teaches me whether he is with me or not, I have to be happy and good because he believes that whether he is with me or not in person, his shadow is with me all the time. I think about him every single second of my life and I believe he will always be there for me.

Whenever I am in trouble, I just remind myself of the loves of my life. First, the God, then my father, then my mother, and last but not the least, my angel. Without these people, I won’t be able to survive. It’s a message to all the youth from my side that love isn’t just having a good time, we have to give a lot in that without expecting anything back. And as I have mentioned earlier, “as there is no infidelity in God, there must be no infidelity in love either”.

Friendship and Love

A few days ago I got this text message that said: ‘Love is like a call; if you don’t receive it, it’ll be missed. Friendship, on the other hand, is like an SMS; until you open it, it waits in your inbox’. While I had plenty of food to munch on at the time, using this SMS as food for thought, I worked a bit on it to make a personal perception of love and friendship.

To me, friendship is like a handshake; it starts off reserved and impersonal, seeming completely formal. After awhile you start depending on each other, and you begin to feel the warmth and care of your buddy’s support. Like a strong shaking of hands, it is a symbol of strength, and an unspoken vow to stand firm ground when your pal needs you.

Love, either unfortunately or blissfully (however you put it), is never so controlled, so computed. It comes as thrusting and mighty a force as the strong waves of an ocean, crashing against the craggy rocks on the shore; engulfing anyone and everyone in its path, leaving a mark or gash so deep that it can never be undone, other than by another, mightier wave that leaves a stronger impression.

And so love is more like a hug. You cannot have an impersonal hug; that’s just not possible. Neither is there such a thing as a partial hug. The embrace position is an unobstructed position; you cannot see what your partner is wielding, as their hands are on your back. It’s an sign, one of complete faith; holding someone close to the heart, wrapping your hands around them, and even closing one’s eyes at times while resting your head on their shoulder to symbolize this absolute trust that you hold in the person.

Of course, this doesn’t mean that love is better and should be sought with everyone. Each person and emotion has its proper place in this world, and to prove that (on an ending note), is the fact that you might shake hands with a million people in your life, but you only ever embrace a select few.

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